User:GothicAngeL13
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I truly believe in Ezio Auditore's quote, "Nulla e reale, tutto e lecito.". In this world, people are ruled by their will that they tend to do things irrationally; usually ending up to their demise and misery. Yet this world is nothing but a mere projection of our minds and way of life. We live our lives in our own perspectives and beliefs that we can't truly say if something is 'real' or not-- it may be real for others, but for you it isn't the case.
About Me:
Growing up in an easy and comfortable world, I wasn't used to much hardships and trials. Everything seemed like a breeze for me. Being the only child, I am given everything I need and want.
As I grew older, I started experiencing difficulties and trials. Pressure, fights, broken bonds of friendship and heartbreaks were but a few of the many things I got to experience. I wasn't used to all those travails and so I ended up hurting myself to rid myself of all the emotional and mental pain. Being masochistic has taught me that physical pain can cover up for all the other hurts I have felt.
On 2009, I started roleplaying. RP (Roleplay) has given me another life-- it was like entering another dimension in which I can get to do what I want and be who I want to be. I met other people who thought of the same thing. We existed in that 'dimension' for 2 years until everything came to a halt when the site we roleplay in changed to a gaming site and our lives as roleplayers met an immediate stop.
Fortunately, I was still able to retain some of the people I met during my days as a roleplayer. We became friends in real life until eventually, it came to a point wherein one of them became more than just my friend and we had one complicated relationship that led to a fight amongst my other friends and co-roleplayers. Just when I thought I was able to escape from trouble and problems, a big one came up when my friends began fighting and loathing each other... all because of me.
A New Life:
I went back to my masochistic ways despite my friends' pleads to stop. I face school everyday with litheless energy although I do my best to keep up a happy-go-lucky pretense so as to not worry my friends so much. Playing games like Assassin's Creed, Call Of Duty and Tekken has kept me sane. Because of everything I have been through, I shut my heart out to real emotions and feelings. I had relationships in which I wasn't at all serious with it. I went back to roleplaying in different sites and pretending to be the complete opposite of who I really am. I even started my own guild and had members do the dirty work of defeating my former friends for me-- without any of them really knowing who I am.
I thought this life would go on and I would be this way for the rest of my life. Yet that all changed when I met Rock Howard. He was more or less like me. At first, I thought he was just one carefree, peculiar, annoying and rude guy. Later, I found out that he was just like me-- covering his true emotions and pain with an impeccable facade. Time went by and our friendship bloomed to a more platonic kind of romance. It reached a point wherein I finally broke all my facades, pretenses and walls and I allowed myself to just fall for him. He promised that he'll love me forever. Knowing his suicidal, sacrificial and masochistic but sincere personality, I know he will keep his promise.
I decided to start a new life. Now that the barriers of my heart have been shattered, I re-learned to love others truly again. I started new friendships and rekindled bonds with past acquaintances. I stopped video-gaming for a while and went back to playing my sports like swimming and tennis. I started a band with my friends, which we named 'Juveniles n' Knights' (JnK).
Summer of 2012, I started roleplaying again. This time, though, I stick to characters which portray my true personality and not just a pretentious side of me. Yet after all the glitches and changes I've been through, there is still one side of me that stays true: the secretive, quiet and assassin-like part of me.
Things I Excel In:
- Swimming
- Tennis
- Piano and Flute
- Singing
- Composing / Writing
- Procrastinating
- Strategizing
- Revenge
- Secretly ruining someone's life
- Sleeping with my eyes open during boring discussions
- Withholding information
- Inventing straight-up and believable stories to cover-up truths
Mis Cosas Favoritas:
- Symmetry
- Anime
- Video games such as: Assassin's Creed, Call Of Duty, Tekken and Need for Speed
- Red and Black
- Gothic-ness
- Rock, RnB, Ballad and Raggae Music
- Sleuthing, mysteries
- Violence
- Movies
- Awesomeness
- Social Sites such as: Twitter, Tumblr and Facebook
- Cool sites such as: Godlimations.com, TheAmandaProject, YouTube and Yahoo! Answers
- Cute stuff like: DOMO!!! x3